{Though I'm not positive if it's actually about Jonathan, the song
 is about child abuse/rape from his "daddy"}

  Mother please forgive me
  I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
  Now that I am done, remember I will always love you
  I'm your son

  Little child, looking so pretty
  Come out and play, I'll be your daddy
  Innocent child, looking so sweet
  A rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat

  You've raped!
    I feel dirty  [I feel daddy]  [I fear daddy]
  It hurt!
    As a child
  Tied down!
    That's a good boy
  And fucked!
    Your own child
  I scream!
    No one hears me
  It hurt!
    I'm not alive [not a lie]
  My God!
    Saw you watching
  Mommy why?!
    Your own child
 {The third time this section is sung, "Mother" is repeated 
  in the background}

  It's alright

  I didn't touch you there
  Mama said she didn't care
  I didn't touch you there
  That's why mama stopped and stared

  I fucking hate you!  Mother fucker!
  Mother Fucker!  I fucking hate you!  Fuck You!
  You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life!
  I wanted to die!
  I'm sick of it, mother fucker . . . oh oh
  Why'd you fuck'n do it to me?
  I Hate You!
  I Fuck'n Hate You!
  I Hate You!
  Piece of shit!
  Why?!
  I Hate You!

 {The woman's voice in the background}
  When I awake, I'll see your face 
  When I awake, I'll see your light
  Mother wake me from my dream 
  Mother wake me in the . . . 
 {Becomes indecipherable, any help here is appreciated}

{This outro is Johnathan getting a little excited (to say the least) 
 and not planned.  They ran out of tape just as he walked out the
 booth (you can hear the door close on the CD).  The other band 
 members were making shit up towards the end to go along with Johnathan

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